Just an update:

A friend had emailed me some past entries from aparentsmemoirs on Diary-x. I wish I had been more diligent in backing up my diary. I have almost all my other entries from all my other online journals, but this one, aparentsmemoirs, which is the most important one I let laziness get the better of me. I have since kept each entry on word as well. I will never lose the written history of my thoughts and feelings where my children are concerned.

I have posted them here. August 2005 through December 2005 are now posted (at least the recovered entries)